Post by jonata on Oct 23, 2020 12:17:10 GMT -5
MEDIOCRE
Data de Lançamento: 23 de outubro de 2020
Duração: 21 minutos
Compositores: Catherine Valentinova
Produtores: Dark Bae, Venus Delano, Catherine Valentinova
Mediocre é o EP de estreia da cantora fictícia Catherine Valentinova, introduzindo os ouvintes à história de Catherine. As faixas falam em sua maioria sobre desilusão amorosa, vazio existencial, e conta a história de uma pessoa que não sabe lidar com seus sentimentos e tampouco interpretá-los.
Cada faixa do EP se ocorre em momentos específicos da vida de Catherine, onde ela interpreta os seus sentimentos na sua maneira.
Você pode ouvir a playlist do álbum aqui.
TRACKLIST
1. MEDIOCRITY
A faixa de abertura mostra uma pessoa que explica o fato de não ter sentimentos e não conseguir sentir, por mais que tente. A faixa ainda mostra uma sensação de mudança, e de alguém que está lutando para conseguir ser uma pessoa mais sentimental.
LETRA
Should I say goodbye, everytime I feel?
Or should I stay, and feel happy to be alive?
I sit, and I can't stop think about my mediocrity
I am not feeling like the others feel
I never learned to love, so
I stay in this world like a real robot
Trying to learn other people feelings and copying them, cause I don't had learned them, anyone said that I could love someone
And I know it looks weird but I'm trying to feel something
It's my problem, yeah I know, and I am running to resolve
But it's hard to love someone when you heart was locked so young
I am not comfortable
With my mediocrity in love
How do I should feel?
I can't feel anything for you
You must think I hate you
Always running up when you show that you feel something for me
I'm trying to resolve what I've lost all these years
But it's hard, when I closed myself, when I was a little kid
All my feelings was just locked down cause my family was broken in
It's my problem, yeah I know, and I am running to resolve
It's my problem, and I'll resolve it, I won't play the victim
I am not comfortable
With my mediocrity in love
How do I should feel?
I can't feel anything for you
I am not comfortable
With my mediocrity in love
How do I should feel?
I can't feel anything for you
Sad I know, but it's a problem of mine
You don't need to buy this fight
Someday, I will learn to love
And all this shit will end up
I know it's a long track
But it's a first try
I am not comfortable
With my mediocrity in love
How do I should feel?
I can't feel anything for you
I am not comfortable
With my mediocrity in love
How do I should feel?
I can't feel anything for you
Comfortable, I'm not comfortable, I'm not
Comfortable, I'm not comfortable, I'm not
Comfortable, I'm not comfortable, I'm not
Comfortable, I'm not comfortable, I'm not
INSTRUMENTAL
2. PERFECT DANCER
Confira mais sobre o single aqui
3. CONTROL
Talvez a faixa mais "romântica" do álbum. Ela retrata uma pessoa que está percebendo estar apaixonada pela pessoa retratada em Perfect Dancer. Porém, ainda sem poder compreender seus sentimentos, a cantora entra na defensiva achando que a pessoa a está "controlando", quando na verdade são apenas os sentimentos dela se aflorando.
LETRA
Who do you think you are?
To control me like you control
What do you expect to me?
You are so gorgeous, makes my mind just blow
(Boom) I think I like you, you make me go insane
You make my iced cold heart beat again
You are something that I can't even explain
So stop being handsome cause I don't want to feel that way
I wanna punch you
Rolling down a mountain
While we punch ourselves
At the same motion I wanna kiss you
You make my guards go down and I don't like the way I feel
I'm a darky brokenhearted and I can't fall in love
So stop making me being a less blind
Cause I don't want anyone to control my mind
I did not asked for it, for real
I was used to control everything I feel
So stop controlling me, get out of my view
I can't control my feels, am I becoming weak?
I think I like you, you make me go insane
You make my iced cold heart beat again
You are something that I can't even explain
So stop being handsome cause I don't wanna feel, that, way
Stop to control
I said stop to control
Come on, come on
INSTRUMENTAL
4. IT WAS ME
"It Was Me" é, talvez, a faixa mais melancólica do álbum. Nessa faixa, Catherine revela para a pessoa que gosta sobre seu sentimento e percebe que todo esse sentimento que a outra pessoa tinha era, na verdade, uma ilusão dela. A cantora se culpa por ter acreditado nos próprios sentimentos.
LETRA
You and me, were dancing good and pretty
Swaying on a good rhythm, while you were my company
And it broke down when I showed my feels
But it was too late, and I was vicious
You, was the one, who did unlocked my heart
There wasn't your intention, just happened
Torture to my mind, who believed in something I created
And I can't blame you, cause it was me
I let my heart talk, and stopped off my brain
It never happened to me, and I don't know if it'll happen again, oh
I don't know, when I gonna love again someone
It takes time to me, and when it happens, you don't want me
Now I know that you never wanted to dance, no
But I think you're like me, you wanna be alone
I'll not judge you, if you reject, my steps, my steps
I see yourself in me, I understand when you leave
There's no one to blame on this story
Beside me and, my illusioned heart, oh
But I'm glad you came, cause for the first time I feel
That my heart isn't, completely dead
There's hope in me
INSTRUMENTAL
5. CIRQUE DU SOLEIL
Na última faixa, é o amadurecimento; Catherine entende que, na verdade, o problema era as expectativas que ela botou em cima da pessoa, fazendo ela parecer mais do que realmente era. Ela ainda agradece pela experiência de amar alguém, mas diz também que é hora de dizer adeus.
LETRA
Now I look to the past and I see while I stare
You wasn't a good dancer, you wasn't Fred Astaire
You were just knowing more steps
I illusioned myself, inside your dance
While looked at you and saw a Cirque du Soleil
I was illusioning my mind, cause my standard is a mess
So now I know you never was, perfect like I saw
You weren't a star, but was perfect, to mine
It's strange when I look again
And I see you were like me
You never had loved someone
So why I thought I would be the first?
I see any of us knew how to dance
You didn't even tried, but I thought you was
But it's not your fault, I'll not get mad
I'll just survive without you
My false Soleil, is closed this time, the show won't be no present, without you
I'm waiting, another impostor, to put on your place
So I can dance again, with someone, like you
I'm still grateful for you in my life
For you, I did the first move on my inside
I'm curing my mediocrity
And you were my first try
A impostor like you looks good to my false Soleil
Who is burning on the fire that I put on it
God I'm still so complicated
I don't understand me and what I feel
I should hate you now, but I just can't
I'm looking at the pieces of my broken heart on the floor
I got shocked when I looked and there's no more ice on it
Feel the taste of my salty tears in my face
I like it, I like to feel, to feel, I'm feeling as a masochist
I'm still grateful for you in my life
For you, I would give my best
I put fire on my heart for you
And it melted my ice
Shutted off my brain, all I did was for you
You made all of this
And I'm still grateful
But I'll forget you now
I'll forget you now
It's time to carry on
I'll forget you
I'll not be dependent of you
I'll forget you
I'll finally forget
So you won't hear my name no, no more
INSTRUMENTAL
"It Was Me" é, talvez, a faixa mais melancólica do álbum. Nessa faixa, Catherine revela para a pessoa que gosta sobre seu sentimento e percebe que todo esse sentimento que a outra pessoa tinha era, na verdade, uma ilusão dela. A cantora se culpa por ter acreditado nos próprios sentimentos.
LETRA
You and me, were dancing good and pretty
Swaying on a good rhythm, while you were my company
And it broke down when I showed my feels
But it was too late, and I was vicious
You, was the one, who did unlocked my heart
There wasn't your intention, just happened
Torture to my mind, who believed in something I created
And I can't blame you, cause it was me
I let my heart talk, and stopped off my brain
It never happened to me, and I don't know if it'll happen again, oh
I don't know, when I gonna love again someone
It takes time to me, and when it happens, you don't want me
Now I know that you never wanted to dance, no
But I think you're like me, you wanna be alone
I'll not judge you, if you reject, my steps, my steps
I see yourself in me, I understand when you leave
There's no one to blame on this story
Beside me and, my illusioned heart, oh
But I'm glad you came, cause for the first time I feel
That my heart isn't, completely dead
There's hope in me
INSTRUMENTAL
5. CIRQUE DU SOLEIL
Na última faixa, é o amadurecimento; Catherine entende que, na verdade, o problema era as expectativas que ela botou em cima da pessoa, fazendo ela parecer mais do que realmente era. Ela ainda agradece pela experiência de amar alguém, mas diz também que é hora de dizer adeus.
LETRA
Now I look to the past and I see while I stare
You wasn't a good dancer, you wasn't Fred Astaire
You were just knowing more steps
I illusioned myself, inside your dance
While looked at you and saw a Cirque du Soleil
I was illusioning my mind, cause my standard is a mess
So now I know you never was, perfect like I saw
You weren't a star, but was perfect, to mine
It's strange when I look again
And I see you were like me
You never had loved someone
So why I thought I would be the first?
I see any of us knew how to dance
You didn't even tried, but I thought you was
But it's not your fault, I'll not get mad
I'll just survive without you
My false Soleil, is closed this time, the show won't be no present, without you
I'm waiting, another impostor, to put on your place
So I can dance again, with someone, like you
I'm still grateful for you in my life
For you, I did the first move on my inside
I'm curing my mediocrity
And you were my first try
A impostor like you looks good to my false Soleil
Who is burning on the fire that I put on it
God I'm still so complicated
I don't understand me and what I feel
I should hate you now, but I just can't
I'm looking at the pieces of my broken heart on the floor
I got shocked when I looked and there's no more ice on it
Feel the taste of my salty tears in my face
I like it, I like to feel, to feel, I'm feeling as a masochist
I'm still grateful for you in my life
For you, I would give my best
I put fire on my heart for you
And it melted my ice
Shutted off my brain, all I did was for you
You made all of this
And I'm still grateful
But I'll forget you now
I'll forget you now
It's time to carry on
I'll forget you
I'll not be dependent of you
I'll forget you
I'll finally forget
So you won't hear my name no, no more
INSTRUMENTAL