Post by ggabxxi on Nov 26, 2020 22:20:47 GMT -5
The Cocoon And The Butterfly
Artista: Vivien Turner
Data de Lançamento: 27 de novembro de 2020
Duração: 45 min
Composição: Vivien Turner
Produção: Apollyon
Gravadora: Arcade Records
Vivien Turner enfim faz sua estreia como intérprete na indústria musical, depois de anos atrás das cortinas como compositora. Em The Cocoon And The Butterfly, Vivien ata as duas pontas da vida ao falar de experiências pessoais que transformaram ela e a visão que ela tem de si mesma como amante, artista e cidadã. Faz reflexões sobre vida e morte, e desbrava os mistérios do amor em várias formas: o amor romântico e o amor empático, o que guia o ouvinte por uma viagem de pensamentos sobre paixão, sexo, guerra, críticas aos líderes mundiais, amizade e insegurança.
Escute o álbum aqui
1. You
Sent you my carrier pigeon
you broke its neck just for fun
I kept waiting for it on and on
until the sunlight made me stunned
Planted hydrangeas to be pink too
but your soil just let grow the blues
your company is bad, to be true
but I can’t help saying I love you
I’m a candle lit outside
waiting your wind to make me die
one blow, the damage is done
Baby, you just ruined this song
But I still want you
I’ll have you
you, you, you, you
And if you desire
put down the fire
Put it out
My wax will never touch the floor
What did you hex me like that for?
I’m always hard and never limp
like the horns of a deadly imp
♫
I’m a candle lit outside
waiting your wind to make me die
one blow, the damage is done
Baby, you just ruined this song
But I still want you
I’ll have you
you, you, you, you
And if you desire
put down the fire
Put it out
I still want you
I’ll have you
you, you, you, you
And if you desire
put down the fire
Put it out
2. Heart Of Steel
Ashes of me all over your skin
Don’t you see that I am burning?
Why’d you make me go to this dinner just for them to laugh at me?
Baby, the worst blind is the one who always chooses not to see
Fancy wines
they won’t fine
my mind
I won’t dine
until I'm
gold lined
Look at my face
it's full of grace
I'm enshrined
Dark tears fall
from my eyes
I'm damned
Captain Heart of Steel
you made my teardrops season every meal
Captain Heart of Steel
you made my teardrops season every meal
I’m not dumb enough to spend
one more minute on that stupid table
Why’d you ask me for something
you know I’ll never be able
to do
Fancy wines
they won’t fine
my mind
I won’t dine
until I'm
gold lined
Look at my face
it's full of grace
I'm enshrined
Dark tears fall
from my eyes
I'm damned
Why’d you make me go to this dinner just for them to laugh at me?
Baby, the worst blind is the one who always chooses not to see
I’m walking away
Above the rain I’ll stay
Don’t ever call my name
I’m a fugitive
spreading wings to flee
you’ll always stay the same
Fancy wines
they won’t fine
my mind
I won’t dine
until I'm
gold lined
Captain Heart of Steel
you made my teardrops season every meal
Captain Heart of Steel
you made my teardrops season every meal
Captain Heart of Steel
you made my teardrops season every meal
Captain Heart of Steel
you made my teardrops season every meal
3. Venture
Looking from inside all these walls
afraid of going out and fall
I drove everyone away, they’re gone
I always wonder
How can I ask someone to be my friend
when all I do in the end
is ask to be left alone?
and throw them under
I have lots of things to say
maybe that’s what pulls them away
maybe I’m always scary right on
Help me break these walls (x2)
Help me break these walls (x2)
I swing my arms to the wind
and I hope to find
Someone to come in
my heart and be kind
I swim through the ocean
searching in every wave
Walk in the woods hoping
to find someone in a cave
Around me there’s a cocoon
that always makes them leave so soon
but I don’t wanna be a rolling stone
in motion forever
I know someday I’m gonna flee
out this world leaving things unseen
maybe then I can rest better
Help me break these walls (x2)
Help me break these walls (x2)
I swing my arms to the wind
and I hope to find
Someone to come in
my heart and be kind
I swim through the ocean
searching in every wave
Walk in the woods hoping
to find someone in a cave
But I’m not ready
I’m too dull to fly
even if there’s someone to me
adventuring in the sky
(Someone to me)
(In the sky)
I swing my arms to the wind
and I hope to find
Someone to come in
my room and be kind
I swim through the ocean
searching in every wave
Walk in the woods hoping
to find someone in a cave
Help me break these walls (x2)
Help me break these walls (x2)
(...)
Oh, the walls
that hold me in
are also the ones
that keep me living
Help me break these walls (x2)
Help me break these walls (x2)
(...)
4. Promethea
Every battle starts a war
every war leaves cureless scars
They don’t lead no one to peace
If they really wanted peace they would just cease
They would just cease
There’s no comfort in our brain
they put in the eye of the hurricane
The soil is salted by mothers’ tears
and stained by the blood of soldiers in fear
All these soldiers in fear
♫
Promethea, save the poor
‘cause they don’t know what they do
Let them go before they’re dead
and the gods of war get finally fed
don’t let them get fed
♫ | [vocalizing]
(oh, please just let them go)
♫
5. Trench
You were the one who called a war when I was at my worst
but I admit, my response came from an evil burst
You were the one who raised a flag as the earth swallowed my head
but then again, I’m the one who tried to play dead
But we didn’t have to raise our weapons and be death sworn
We could bring peace to this world if we work on it since we are born
‘Because you summoned a ghoul
sent him right into my soul
but it's alright 'cause this song ends in a minor key
it's alright 'cause this song ends in a minor key
Men of mine, leave all the trenches
we will now raise a white sheet
Get out of all the foxholes
let’s make something good out of it
♫
Evil is a tiring cycle when the one who is burnt
gets to pass away the lit shining torch
But it’s good the feeling of making them smile for a good reason
You just gotta make your words sweet like butterscotch
But we didn’t have to raise our weapons and be death sworn
We could bring peace to this world if we work on it since we are born
‘Because you summoned a ghoul
sent him right into my soul
but it's alright 'cause this song ends in a minor key
it's alright 'cause this song ends in a minor key
it's alright 'cause this song ends in a minor key
it's alright 'cause this song ends in a minor key
6. Chrysalis
Baby, now I’m way too big to be contained in this chrysalis
If you put me next to beg for freedom, it’ll be an antithesis
I’ve been hitting on these walls hoping to find truth on the theorem of Isserlis
My tears freeze, I need to rip a way to reach the summer sunlight
I am ready to wreck this cocoon and have my first flight
Birds and bees from outside, it’s me again, the still to be born blue butterfly
Need help from the other side and you all promised you would always come by
Here is just too tight for my wings, I need to rip all these sheets so I can finally fly
Fire gods, don’t leave me here, burn this green cage so it gets easier and dry
Wonder what I’ll face when I’m done
When this natural box is finally gone
My wings are extraordinary ones
Hope I use them before arrives the dawn
Barriers of brain, please, do not stay
I’m not asking, I’m sending you away
After all, this is a sport of relay
I’m not afraid of the hounds
I want to meet all the non found
Me and chrysalis are not bound
I want to see the great green ground
I’ll take you with my wings
Show you the joy it brings
Show the sweet pain of feeling the red roses with the dark stings
Break free (x12)
They say I should break alone every single layer
So I’m breaking free
Kicking my way out of here
crushing down my fear
Calcifying black tears
(Calcifying black tears)
7. Life Locomotive (feat Apollyon)
[Vivien]
I've had my first love
I've had my first date
The love flew like a dove
and the date was a bait
[Apollyon]
You can find true love
clear as clouds from above
and not all dates are a hoax
someone will find your heart to stroke
[Vivien & Apollyon]
Life Locomotive
You are all that you give
if you don't get enough back
it isn't your heart that lacks
♫
[Vivien]
I didn't have so many friends
most of them went away
[Apollyon]
The best ones don't wend
'cause only bad friends astray
[Vivien]
You've known me since the chrysalis
so you're not going away
[Apollyon]
You know I don't want to
but only time choose who stays
But if someday it takes me
alone you will never be
[Vivien]
You told me already
I will have your memory
The Life Locomotive never stops
[Apollyon]
My sweet blue moth
do you still have any doubt?
[Vivien]
I do have one more thought
but it's not good what it's about
[Apollyon]
You can ask everything
'cause no knowledge is a hex
[Vivien]
Then could you please tell me
Why does love comes with sex?
[Apollyon]
The bodies connection's
no more than a convention
[Vivien]
So I shouldn't feel unloved
if I face a sex rejection?
[Vivien & Apollyon (until the end)]
In the Life Locomotive
bodies are always blending
but only memories are never-ending
I have faced the war
I have had what I need
And if I had a little more
Then that would be greed
I gave my heart to break
I had a lot to choose
I have felt the ache
I've been someone's muse
I have faced the peace
I've felt necessity
Not for being grease
but for need of spirituosity
I've had hearts to break
You had a lot to choose
I made you feel ache
I'm no more your muse
I have faced the war
I have had what I need
And if I had a little more
Then that would be greed
I gave my heart to break
I had a lot to choose
I have felt the ache
I've been someone's muse
I have faced the peace
I've felt necessity
Not for being grease
but for need of spirituosity
I've had hearts to break
You had a lot to choose
I made you feel ache
I'm no more your muse
(...)
8. The First Flee
The first love feels eternal but it’s hurtful and brief
The first friendship feels whole but it never brings relief
I gotta go back to the walls, back to the chrysalis
I’m reminded of how tranquil and how warm it is
(Flap! Flap!)
(Flap! Flap! Flap!)
Is there other way? Do I have to fight against the breeze as it rips my skin?
Want no hurt from thee
I just want to be free
No mimicry, no mimicry
Birds in the trees
Help me fly from here
As long as I don’t mimicry
No mimicry, no mimicry
The...
The first flee
The first flee
The first flee...
The first flee...
The first flee...
The first flee...
♫
9. The Cocoon And The Butterfly (Interlude)
Egg
Worm
Chrysalis
Moth
My body
my health
my soul
my thoughts
I've fed of leaves
I've built the walls
I've ripped my nymph
I've seen birds fall
Time present doesn't last
it even lasts less than time past
but between the ends of the sky
there's the cocoon and the butterfly
10. Le Dernier Vol
Is this how it feels to be alive?
Battles not chosen we have to fight
Why do people never find delight
in other people’s thrive?
I’d always break my blue wings
rather than steal someone’s things
Counterfeit blame
but truth stands in the eye of the hurricane
Jack and Vivi
Benny and Tom
Give all your attention
to this last song
The meaning of life
isn’t to worship paper and coins
chercher le bonheur
comme des moines
A disguise that you zip
and will never strip
Things you didn’t do in the chrysalis
Are things you fight when you got this
The hopes and the dreams
have the sweetest gleam
in the eye of the hurricane
I know the blame
My skin is blood stained
Now I’ll declaim
in the eye of the hurricane
♫
Flying against the storm
Subduing the maelstrom
Arriving
in the eye
of the hurricane
I can feel the lightning fire
I see its light
in my last flight
(...)
♫
Artista: Vivien Turner
Data de Lançamento: 27 de novembro de 2020
Duração: 45 min
Composição: Vivien Turner
Produção: Apollyon
Gravadora: Arcade Records
Vivien Turner enfim faz sua estreia como intérprete na indústria musical, depois de anos atrás das cortinas como compositora. Em The Cocoon And The Butterfly, Vivien ata as duas pontas da vida ao falar de experiências pessoais que transformaram ela e a visão que ela tem de si mesma como amante, artista e cidadã. Faz reflexões sobre vida e morte, e desbrava os mistérios do amor em várias formas: o amor romântico e o amor empático, o que guia o ouvinte por uma viagem de pensamentos sobre paixão, sexo, guerra, críticas aos líderes mundiais, amizade e insegurança.
Escute o álbum aqui
1. You
Sent you my carrier pigeon
you broke its neck just for fun
I kept waiting for it on and on
until the sunlight made me stunned
Planted hydrangeas to be pink too
but your soil just let grow the blues
your company is bad, to be true
but I can’t help saying I love you
I’m a candle lit outside
waiting your wind to make me die
one blow, the damage is done
Baby, you just ruined this song
But I still want you
I’ll have you
you, you, you, you
And if you desire
put down the fire
Put it out
My wax will never touch the floor
What did you hex me like that for?
I’m always hard and never limp
like the horns of a deadly imp
♫
I’m a candle lit outside
waiting your wind to make me die
one blow, the damage is done
Baby, you just ruined this song
But I still want you
I’ll have you
you, you, you, you
And if you desire
put down the fire
Put it out
I still want you
I’ll have you
you, you, you, you
And if you desire
put down the fire
Put it out
2. Heart Of Steel
Ashes of me all over your skin
Don’t you see that I am burning?
Why’d you make me go to this dinner just for them to laugh at me?
Baby, the worst blind is the one who always chooses not to see
Fancy wines
they won’t fine
my mind
I won’t dine
until I'm
gold lined
Look at my face
it's full of grace
I'm enshrined
Dark tears fall
from my eyes
I'm damned
Captain Heart of Steel
you made my teardrops season every meal
Captain Heart of Steel
you made my teardrops season every meal
I’m not dumb enough to spend
one more minute on that stupid table
Why’d you ask me for something
you know I’ll never be able
to do
Fancy wines
they won’t fine
my mind
I won’t dine
until I'm
gold lined
Look at my face
it's full of grace
I'm enshrined
Dark tears fall
from my eyes
I'm damned
Why’d you make me go to this dinner just for them to laugh at me?
Baby, the worst blind is the one who always chooses not to see
I’m walking away
Above the rain I’ll stay
Don’t ever call my name
I’m a fugitive
spreading wings to flee
you’ll always stay the same
Fancy wines
they won’t fine
my mind
I won’t dine
until I'm
gold lined
Captain Heart of Steel
you made my teardrops season every meal
Captain Heart of Steel
you made my teardrops season every meal
Captain Heart of Steel
you made my teardrops season every meal
Captain Heart of Steel
you made my teardrops season every meal
3. Venture
Looking from inside all these walls
afraid of going out and fall
I drove everyone away, they’re gone
I always wonder
How can I ask someone to be my friend
when all I do in the end
is ask to be left alone?
and throw them under
I have lots of things to say
maybe that’s what pulls them away
maybe I’m always scary right on
Help me break these walls (x2)
Help me break these walls (x2)
I swing my arms to the wind
and I hope to find
Someone to come in
my heart and be kind
I swim through the ocean
searching in every wave
Walk in the woods hoping
to find someone in a cave
Around me there’s a cocoon
that always makes them leave so soon
but I don’t wanna be a rolling stone
in motion forever
I know someday I’m gonna flee
out this world leaving things unseen
maybe then I can rest better
Help me break these walls (x2)
Help me break these walls (x2)
I swing my arms to the wind
and I hope to find
Someone to come in
my heart and be kind
I swim through the ocean
searching in every wave
Walk in the woods hoping
to find someone in a cave
But I’m not ready
I’m too dull to fly
even if there’s someone to me
adventuring in the sky
(Someone to me)
(In the sky)
I swing my arms to the wind
and I hope to find
Someone to come in
my room and be kind
I swim through the ocean
searching in every wave
Walk in the woods hoping
to find someone in a cave
Help me break these walls (x2)
Help me break these walls (x2)
(...)
Oh, the walls
that hold me in
are also the ones
that keep me living
Help me break these walls (x2)
Help me break these walls (x2)
(...)
4. Promethea
Every battle starts a war
every war leaves cureless scars
They don’t lead no one to peace
If they really wanted peace they would just cease
They would just cease
There’s no comfort in our brain
they put in the eye of the hurricane
The soil is salted by mothers’ tears
and stained by the blood of soldiers in fear
All these soldiers in fear
♫
Promethea, save the poor
‘cause they don’t know what they do
Let them go before they’re dead
and the gods of war get finally fed
don’t let them get fed
♫ | [vocalizing]
(oh, please just let them go)
♫
5. Trench
You were the one who called a war when I was at my worst
but I admit, my response came from an evil burst
You were the one who raised a flag as the earth swallowed my head
but then again, I’m the one who tried to play dead
But we didn’t have to raise our weapons and be death sworn
We could bring peace to this world if we work on it since we are born
‘Because you summoned a ghoul
sent him right into my soul
but it's alright 'cause this song ends in a minor key
it's alright 'cause this song ends in a minor key
Men of mine, leave all the trenches
we will now raise a white sheet
Get out of all the foxholes
let’s make something good out of it
♫
Evil is a tiring cycle when the one who is burnt
gets to pass away the lit shining torch
But it’s good the feeling of making them smile for a good reason
You just gotta make your words sweet like butterscotch
But we didn’t have to raise our weapons and be death sworn
We could bring peace to this world if we work on it since we are born
‘Because you summoned a ghoul
sent him right into my soul
but it's alright 'cause this song ends in a minor key
it's alright 'cause this song ends in a minor key
it's alright 'cause this song ends in a minor key
it's alright 'cause this song ends in a minor key
6. Chrysalis
Baby, now I’m way too big to be contained in this chrysalis
If you put me next to beg for freedom, it’ll be an antithesis
I’ve been hitting on these walls hoping to find truth on the theorem of Isserlis
My tears freeze, I need to rip a way to reach the summer sunlight
I am ready to wreck this cocoon and have my first flight
Birds and bees from outside, it’s me again, the still to be born blue butterfly
Need help from the other side and you all promised you would always come by
Here is just too tight for my wings, I need to rip all these sheets so I can finally fly
Fire gods, don’t leave me here, burn this green cage so it gets easier and dry
Wonder what I’ll face when I’m done
When this natural box is finally gone
My wings are extraordinary ones
Hope I use them before arrives the dawn
Barriers of brain, please, do not stay
I’m not asking, I’m sending you away
After all, this is a sport of relay
I’m not afraid of the hounds
I want to meet all the non found
Me and chrysalis are not bound
I want to see the great green ground
I’ll take you with my wings
Show you the joy it brings
Show the sweet pain of feeling the red roses with the dark stings
Break free (x12)
They say I should break alone every single layer
So I’m breaking free
Kicking my way out of here
crushing down my fear
Calcifying black tears
(Calcifying black tears)
7. Life Locomotive (feat Apollyon)
[Vivien]
I've had my first love
I've had my first date
The love flew like a dove
and the date was a bait
[Apollyon]
You can find true love
clear as clouds from above
and not all dates are a hoax
someone will find your heart to stroke
[Vivien & Apollyon]
Life Locomotive
You are all that you give
if you don't get enough back
it isn't your heart that lacks
♫
[Vivien]
I didn't have so many friends
most of them went away
[Apollyon]
The best ones don't wend
'cause only bad friends astray
[Vivien]
You've known me since the chrysalis
so you're not going away
[Apollyon]
You know I don't want to
but only time choose who stays
But if someday it takes me
alone you will never be
[Vivien]
You told me already
I will have your memory
The Life Locomotive never stops
[Apollyon]
My sweet blue moth
do you still have any doubt?
[Vivien]
I do have one more thought
but it's not good what it's about
[Apollyon]
You can ask everything
'cause no knowledge is a hex
[Vivien]
Then could you please tell me
Why does love comes with sex?
[Apollyon]
The bodies connection's
no more than a convention
[Vivien]
So I shouldn't feel unloved
if I face a sex rejection?
[Vivien & Apollyon (until the end)]
In the Life Locomotive
bodies are always blending
but only memories are never-ending
I have faced the war
I have had what I need
And if I had a little more
Then that would be greed
I gave my heart to break
I had a lot to choose
I have felt the ache
I've been someone's muse
I have faced the peace
I've felt necessity
Not for being grease
but for need of spirituosity
I've had hearts to break
You had a lot to choose
I made you feel ache
I'm no more your muse
I have faced the war
I have had what I need
And if I had a little more
Then that would be greed
I gave my heart to break
I had a lot to choose
I have felt the ache
I've been someone's muse
I have faced the peace
I've felt necessity
Not for being grease
but for need of spirituosity
I've had hearts to break
You had a lot to choose
I made you feel ache
I'm no more your muse
(...)
8. The First Flee
The first love feels eternal but it’s hurtful and brief
The first friendship feels whole but it never brings relief
I gotta go back to the walls, back to the chrysalis
I’m reminded of how tranquil and how warm it is
(Flap! Flap!)
(Flap! Flap! Flap!)
Is there other way? Do I have to fight against the breeze as it rips my skin?
Want no hurt from thee
I just want to be free
No mimicry, no mimicry
Birds in the trees
Help me fly from here
As long as I don’t mimicry
No mimicry, no mimicry
The...
The first flee
The first flee
The first flee...
The first flee...
The first flee...
The first flee...
♫
9. The Cocoon And The Butterfly (Interlude)
Egg
Worm
Chrysalis
Moth
My body
my health
my soul
my thoughts
I've fed of leaves
I've built the walls
I've ripped my nymph
I've seen birds fall
Time present doesn't last
it even lasts less than time past
but between the ends of the sky
there's the cocoon and the butterfly
10. Le Dernier Vol
Is this how it feels to be alive?
Battles not chosen we have to fight
Why do people never find delight
in other people’s thrive?
I’d always break my blue wings
rather than steal someone’s things
Counterfeit blame
but truth stands in the eye of the hurricane
Jack and Vivi
Benny and Tom
Give all your attention
to this last song
The meaning of life
isn’t to worship paper and coins
chercher le bonheur
comme des moines
A disguise that you zip
and will never strip
Things you didn’t do in the chrysalis
Are things you fight when you got this
The hopes and the dreams
have the sweetest gleam
in the eye of the hurricane
I know the blame
My skin is blood stained
Now I’ll declaim
in the eye of the hurricane
♫
Flying against the storm
Subduing the maelstrom
Arriving
in the eye
of the hurricane
I can feel the lightning fire
I see its light
in my last flight
(...)
♫