USER: ARC-ON021



i don't know whats iside my head

but i'm sure it's evil and it wants me dead

i'm not sure when it started

but i just want it to go back



Even my chest is on fire

And my head just won't die

My ribs are becoming my own pyre

Burn me while I still feeling dried



Cuz I just feel so tired

If it hurts you, it makes me die

No this isn't me I ain't like that

This ain't me I'm for sure



But then I just shutdown



And I don't know how to put in words

Will you forgive me again this time around?

Even if you do

I can't say the same for me

There are things I do you'll never see



My head is a fucking mess tonight

Pray I'll still awake

Choke myself til I drown

Automatic shutdown

Can't control what this do to me

Have I found out madness tonight

And I love for what I'm not

This might be the 1000th time

I'm sorry I can't fight

Hate to admit it is stronger than me, yeah